the world without you

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

i feeling sick now , i think because of the rain in the morning , first time play half way the rain, and is like more than 100 ppl ran to the same hall together, and my clothes were all wet, same as my instrument , my tuba. .............
i went to watch firework yesterday, mye and jason went there and meet mr wong, but i don't know she was there , hehe, then jason keep asked me to ..............and because of that, i went to watch live band performance, but by the time i want to come back, is like can't move at all, because there were too many ppl and everyone want to move to have a good view, the i was stopped in the middle and can't move at all, not even a single step, after 20 mins of pushing and pushing, i finally manage to got out and found jason they all.
yesterday the firework is singapore one, this year not really nice, all the firework is look like same, and the colours as well, i hope on friday and sat it will be bete , i wish to watch a wonderfully firework performance at sat hehe the french one.

sometime i don't know why some kind of words always can't say it out , maybe because i am too shy when i need to say it or i want to say it.

i felt that i changed, maybe some ppl will say i become a bad boy, but i felt it too sometimes, i missing now
don't trying to change my mind, nobody can control me if i not willing to do anythings
i am very disappoint with one 1 teacher in my school, he used to earn my respect, but not now.
eveything is changing, and maybe this is how the thing suppose to be.

8:09 AM

Monday, August 07, 2006

i have been long time never blog le sorry sorry, my old com cannot use le so i bought a new com today, finally can play games le

3:33 AM

Sunday, June 04, 2006

really long time never blog le, but i have a lot thing want to say.
this time round the results was really bad, out of 7 subjects only did pass 3. (the 3 subjects are english higher chinese as well as my e maths) class 16 out of 31 level 69 out 90+++ first time fail so many subjects this is all because i never study.
surprisingly my mum went for the parents meeting section, but after that she never scold me, my form teacher said my english will bete my chinese soon, my mum hear that don't know should happy or sad?
band practice 3 times a week, and now the sec3s start to in-charge of it, so that are more works to do, everyday need to thing for it, but in the end .....................
this week a lot people birthday as well as next week, (zhi Hui, priscilla, amanda ng hong hong and jasmine) yesterday went to jasmine's birthday BBQ, the food is nice and i ate a lot chicken wing, it was my first time eat so many food during BBQ, she invited mdm cho too, it was very fun.
don't want to write le,
sad ?
happy?
all had past.
no change
wait for it
forever
no limit

6:51 AM

Sunday, May 21, 2006

got the results on thursday and friday, it seems very badly done, only passed 2 subjects if i not wrong, the 2 subjects are all language paper, sad about that, i thought i will be able to get bete results, but the fact shown me and proved to me i am wrong, i really put a lot of time on it, but it seems not really work. sad again, and next friday will be the parents meeting section, afraid about it, cause my mum don't know about my results yet. this time round really made me so surprised, because the whole level never done well for exam, but that is a not reason that i could say, because there are still somebody done well for it, but only a small group of people. my classmates most of them got the same results as me. so it made me really don't want and don't know what to blog.
friday was jason's birthday, haha happy birthday to you, but it seems that never be able to bring luck for you, (his results same as me )but don't too sad about it, birthday still need to celebrate ma, never buy him gift, but i think he will forgave me right?
the sec4s not coming for band until 29 may, so during these few band practise, me cheng hao, shi hua, guang yi, are the in- charge. it is the first time that make me felt a bit stress, really proud of jia ming, shu yin they all, sometime we really need to choose to do something that you know if you did it others will hate you but that is your duty, you should do it. it is diffcult to choose.

somebody thought that i cannot do it or i am not that one can be it, sometime really ask myself, why they think so, but now i got the answer, because i dare to say, i dare to point out the things that should not go wrong, so as what i believe, that is my road, i choice it, so i must walk on it, do not care what other people say.

sat and sun stay at home and never go out, so sian, so i went and download "kang xi lai le" and some hip hop dance video to watch to spend my time.
the band concert is coming soon, i had got the tickets le , so if anybody interest about it pls buy the tickets from me, it is $5 , and is at Kuo Chuan Presbyterian secondary hall, the date is 7 july, at 7.30pm pls come
2moro go school le, sain................................

7:31 AM

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

today woke up around 7++, nothing to do and can't sleep anymore, so on my computer and start to play game, face my com until 10++, went out to have my breakfast,(very very late breakfast).
after finished my breakfast, came beck home saw the clock was 11 already, cause meet my friends 12 at amk mrt to go sentosa, i check the weather first before i started to prepare the thing i need to bring, after knew the weather will not be bad, i was so happy, so faster prepare the things. then took a move to amk mrt. i reached there around 11.50, so still had 10 mins left, so go and buy some drinks. after came out from cheers, saw guang yi, met with him, he was on time. but we still need to wait for sam, which is always late, as usual he late again, around 12.10 really angry, don't like to wait people and if the people late then make me more angry. but don't want because of this little thing change my mood.
reached sentosa around 12.50. the weather really not bad, haha i really very happy, and forgot all the unhappy things.
took the bus and reached palawan beach, which is the beach i like the most in singapore, saw alot 'qiu bu', hehes, then don't want to waste time, then found a place, want to lay down, but suddenly felt hungry, so go 7-11 bought cup noodle, i don't like that but no choice.
started to enjoy the sun light, very hot, but don't know why my skin colour still no change.
enjoy the sun around 2 hours, then start to play water. but don't know why today's seawater not so clean. so only play it for a while.
stay at the sentosa until 5.30 then took our feet back to mrt again, ends today's 'happy time'
on the way back felt very tired, don't want to talk so my friends and i was not talk to each other and took a rest. listen to mp3.
finally i reached serangoon mrt, got down and wanted to buy some food for dinner, went to KFC, want to eat it, but in the end i changed my mind, because i want to eat something good, so went to AMK pizzit hut, haha the food is so nice, spent $15 but it is ok. back home around 7, on my com again, si min was online, she ask me to help her to do her blog, i did for her, because last time, i told her i will help her to do it after exam. so used up 30 mins finished that, she like it a lot,
today must sleep early, cause too tired and 2moro must go school, think 2moro will give out some of the results , afraid, but can't change also. so let see..........................

7:34 AM

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

today no need to go school sia, stay at home for whole day, oh not whole day, went out buy bubble tea, haha the aunty of the bubble tea shop can remember my face leh, cause every time i go there buy 4 bottles mango milktea, it's nice, go and try it.
wake up at 8 in the morning, on my com and start to play games, until 11++ saw jasmine online, she ask me want to go out have lunch and go centre, i told her that i don't feel like to go out today, sia, then go out also nothing to do, so stay at home and act like a 'guai xiao hai' haha
my mum today go and renew our passports which will expert on Oct, she went there, but can't help me renew, because i need to go there personally, waste of my time.
the whole afternoon, search new blog skin, but all not nice de, why huh, why nobody can design nice skin, but no choice, in the end i choose this one,
today nothing to write sia, oh ya 2moro going to sentosa for sun burn, my skin very funny one, i go for sun burn, after i come back, the colour of my skin start to change back, cannot last for longer time, now my skin is so white, so must like the colour of the chaco haha if like that i die le
after finish post this blog, i will going out to play haha with my friends, long time never go out at night, so excited about it. althought my mum is not so happy about it, but in the end she allow me to go out leh but i need to be back early. haaa
can relax le ,
stop here le, must take a move le if not i will be late

8:15 AM

Monday, May 15, 2006

not well today, cause i think i will fail my biology paper, die die, it is the first time make me don't know how to any of the Question. 2 hrs paper, within 30mins finished, when the paper started forgot everything that i remember.
e maths paper also not well done, a lot question not too sure how to do, and there is one question that i last mins know how to do but no time to do le, sad. think can just pass
today another thing make me very sad was the results of the higher chinese, i was so badly done. lose to guang yi and my di(kyou un). i only got 65/100. it is so low, i think the teacher don't like me, cause today what he said is like all refer to me, said some one don't want to come for lesson, so donot know how to do question so in the end get very low marks, he also said out of my name, make me so paisah. the higher in our school is kyou un, she got 75/100, power, the follow by guang yi, he got 67 follow by me and sam , then siew keng, cheng hao , then fiona, fiona very sad today cause if the marks never round up, she will fail the paper. but in the end she manage to round up to 50/100 just pass.
today is my last mid year paper le haha can start to play lor, but i think during the exam time i also play until siao. haha,
2moro and wed no need to go school haha so happy, can wake up late, go out play as well as .....
the band will start from this thursday haha, so happy to go for band, miss my instrument a lot.
2moro not going to sentosa leh but change to wed haha,
think 2moro will still going out with someone shopping.
i want new shoes, new pants, new clothes, new bags, but no money haha.
today go to zhi hui's blog as well as spen's blog . the skin is very nice, so it make me to felt that i should change my blog skin soon.

6:52 AM